Well one of this years targets was to have less than 4 weeks affected by seizure or illness, especially after losing most of December last year through being ill. Nearly a third of the year gone, this is the first effected one so far.
The medication I take for epilepsy hammers my immune system, one reason I would rather not take it, but dying in the night is a worse prospect so I do. So I have less and lower intensity seizures but get ill more, really hate that.
Last few days I have been tired, but lots going on so thought nothing of it. Bench session started badly with me failing to make an impact on reverse grip bench with 65kg. I dropped back to 60kg to finish the set, a little annoyed. By the time I'd finished the 8th rep of the third set I realised that carrying on would likely make me pass out and knew there would be a seizure either that night or the following. That was last night and the seizure was in the night, as fortunately all mine are.
I deliberately left my running gear behind because I am stupid enough to try that even knowing it could literally endanger my life. Deadlifts are supposed to be this evening but in truth that may get delayed. Epilepsy sucks.
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